Melancholy Of The Broken Heart

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net Ever since I met you, My eyes only crave to see you My ears only want to hear you My heart only beating for you And since that day, I’ll smile without any reason I’ll laugh without any excuse I’ll giggle without any cause But then you’re gone, All I see is blackest blank All I hear is soundless wind All the beats suddenly paused Afterward you’re disappeared, The reason to smile is missing The excuse to laugh is mislead The cause to giggle is misplaced

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net How I wish I know what he think of me If he lets me see through himself How I wish I have courage to tell the truth If I tell him what I’m feeling What if he knew? What would he do? Would he give me a chance? What if he knew? What would I do? Would I take the chance? But to see him right now He seems so much happier Even if I could read his mind Would it make any difference?

As I walked on this lonely road I’ve only perceive shattered dreams That’s full with sadness and confusions         While happy ending is just an illusion I’m aching to see you smile Heartbreaking to see you laugh I try to hold on and stand tall But my tears start to fall I want to act tough and be strong Except the pains still get along Lying to myself, I don’t mind When I still wish you be mine You promise to give me the world But to only to take it back You swear to be the sole Then, you wouldn’t hurt me this bad I know I shouldn’t be so depressed Coz it makes me more distressed And though my heart were broke I found it still beat with the same stroke Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

I would love to step into real world which people call it 'REALITY', Is it wonderful like they said? Or just plain and empty, And they said that reality is different from fantasy, Real world are much more adventured, full with mysterious, filled with honesty. I would love to in touch with that reality but I’m still out of certainty, The castle in the sky seems so much fun, seems so greatly magical, That catches my attention for a long year’s time Until I’m used to lived in that life But now it’s time to move on Since reality is even when you stop believing in it, it doesn’t go away, Then I’ll face the fact, count the truth I’ll get through it all by my way because my reality is not your reality.   Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net  I ignored others just to be with you But sadly, you ignored me too I can see you in my future But sadly, you can’t even see me I thought you have the key to my heart But sadly, you dropped it in the ocean I try to find the beauty of happiness But sadly, I only found the charm of loneliness I thought love have been part of me But sadly, it never comes near me