Melancholy Of The Broken Heart

As I walked on this lonely road I’ve only perceive shattered dreams That’s full with sadness and confusions         While happy ending is just an illusion I’m aching to see you smile Heartbreaking to see you laugh I try to hold on and stand tall But my tears start to fall I want to act tough and be strong Except the pains still get along Lying to myself, I don’t mind When I still wish you be mine You promise to give me the world But to only to take it back You swear to be the sole Then, you wouldn’t hurt me this bad I know I shouldn’t be so depressed Coz it makes me more distressed And though my heart were broke I found it still beat with the same stroke Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

I would love to step into real world which people call it 'REALITY', Is it wonderful like they said? Or just plain and empty, And they said that reality is different from fantasy, Real world are much more adventured, full with mysterious, filled with honesty. I would love to in touch with that reality but I’m still out of certainty, The castle in the sky seems so much fun, seems so greatly magical, That catches my attention for a long year’s time Until I’m used to lived in that life But now it’s time to move on Since reality is even when you stop believing in it, it doesn’t go away, Then I’ll face the fact, count the truth I’ll get through it all by my way because my reality is not your reality.   Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net  I ignored others just to be with you But sadly, you ignored me too I can see you in my future But sadly, you can’t even see me I thought you have the key to my heart But sadly, you dropped it in the ocean I try to find the beauty of happiness But sadly, I only found the charm of loneliness I thought love have been part of me But sadly, it never comes near me

They said I’m hypocrite, And I said, “Yes! It’s true!” They said I’m self-centered, And I said, “I can be in middle too” They said I’m heartless, And I said, “ I don’t even have one!” They said I’m senseless, And I said, “Its because I’m cold” They said I’m ugly, And I said, “I much pretty than duckling” They said I’m crazy, And I said, “Not until you see me flying” They said I’m boring, And I said, “I’m more than monotonous” They said I’m stupid, And I said, “I’m sure I’m stupendous” They said I’m bad, And I said, “I’m worse than cruel” They said I’m stubborn, And I said, “Yeah, I’m disobedient” They said…. But I said, “Well, enough said!” Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

Think of you will make me smile Since then, I never forget you even for a while Over a year you filled up my day Make me smile and laugh all the way And now I'm gone to somewhere new Right beside me, there always you Do remember me that's the wish I am to you I'll miss you, I always do =) Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net