Melancholy Of The Broken Heart

I would love to step into real world which people call it 'REALITY', Is it wonderful like they said? Or just plain and empty, And they said that reality is different from fantasy, Real world are much more adventured, full with mysterious, filled with honesty. I would love to in touch with that reality but I’m still out of certainty, The castle in the sky seems so much fun, seems so greatly magical, That catches my attention for a long year’s time Until I’m used to lived in that life But now it’s time to move on Since reality is even when you stop believing in it, it doesn’t go away, Then I’ll face the fact, count the truth I’ll get through it all by my way because my reality is not your reality.   Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net  I ignored others just to be with you But sadly, you ignored me too I can see you in my future But sadly, you can’t even see me I thought you have the key to my heart But sadly, you dropped it in the ocean I try to find the beauty of happiness But sadly, I only found the charm of loneliness I thought love have been part of me But sadly, it never comes near me

They said I’m hypocrite, And I said, “Yes! It’s true!” They said I’m self-centered, And I said, “I can be in middle too” They said I’m heartless, And I said, “ I don’t even have one!” They said I’m senseless, And I said, “Its because I’m cold” They said I’m ugly, And I said, “I much pretty than duckling” They said I’m crazy, And I said, “Not until you see me flying” They said I’m boring, And I said, “I’m more than monotonous” They said I’m stupid, And I said, “I’m sure I’m stupendous” They said I’m bad, And I said, “I’m worse than cruel” They said I’m stubborn, And I said, “Yeah, I’m disobedient” They said…. But I said, “Well, enough said!” Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net

Think of you will make me smile Since then, I never forget you even for a while Over a year you filled up my day Make me smile and laugh all the way And now I'm gone to somewhere new Right beside me, there always you Do remember me that's the wish I am to you I'll miss you, I always do =) Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net  

Jeff Thomas-azuzephre.net Sorry for not realize it Sorry for ignore it Sorry for everything that you hate Sorry for the mistake that I've made Sorry for not being so understanding Sorry for not too caring Sorry for keep you waiting Sorry for what I'm not saying Sorry for making so many excuses Sorry for not keeping my promises Sorry for taking so long to change So Sorry for all the trouble you have I'm So Sorry Dear (~_~)